I tot its gonna be an unforgettable happy 21st. I tot my dream is goin to come true cz I'm really happie to spend my CNY with my dearest brother, Jian and chang. And club with miaw, meetin new frens. This is wad i wish for, but...with certain reason and sth happened which make me very sad. dun ask. My tear drop cz I miss and I need Jian and Chang alots. Jian giv me a hug and ask me to take k, bt I din...I din take k of myself, I just hurt myself. I cant even sleep even i need to go to school to teach 3 hr later....I need them so badly cz they understand me more than others do. I tot I'm a strong girl, and always a dominant one, but I guess I'm not.